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i want to talk about how i feel about what i findout int he surgery and what i think aboutsurgery how it whent for me incase someone else hast o have usrgery like aekkyu did for me but i can't like to her blog cuz i don't remember what buttons to push.
my stomach hurts soo fukcing bad and i took mecine after geo made me some soup it was good but i only take havlf a bpill cuz if i take one it makes me puke. I look like I am bug but really i can't figure out how type right cuz i am sleeping and i want to go sleep but i'm too hot there is a fever on me and geo had to race cuz racing is almost over he is in third which is real god and he whens some money for me.
I wish some of you live closer because i need company and I wish someone will shut Hanna montana up cuz she sing loud nd bug sing lout too and she won't be quiet. I think she sick of being quietlll then she says mommy will will go to racing i sdaid we can't go to racing she sayds she will take me in wheel chair but then she want to go to the ipt crew but she only have 5 bucksa nd it costs 25. bug wants to hug ut we can't hug cuz i broken so we blow hugs to each other. My landlord try to seel this house someone come tomorrow and look at it but i can't clean it up cuz my stomach hurts so bad and guess what else? my stomach is orange loike an oooomp loompa and I asked my dad and he said it was normal. My dad play nintendo with bug but got made cuz when bug is losing she turns off the game and star over which is cheat.
I took pain pills then i type so sorry if i am not doing a good job. I call my mom and i can't talk. Why does it hurts to bad. i have one bad tube that is bad it is broke and my ovry is bad geo says that doctor don't mess with it cuz it is eal broke and then i might get hormones messed up and he didn't wan t to give memore scar tissue o r something. I wish i had he pictures. I don't go back til end of october and it is only sept and my troat hurts. bug is not being real bad she is only made cuz she watnsts to see my cuts but they said no bandaids off until tomorow and guess what elese? I can't use a tampon or have sex for three to four weeks and also no baths but i take bath every night and i think someone should have told me that before don't you? showers are ok but baths are good for my neck and everyone keeps yelling STAND UP STRAIGHT and DON BEND YOUR KNEES UP but it feels better when i bendm y knees up and no on is watching me now so i doit cuz it hurts and dad and geo say it don't hurt too bad so i tell them i will cut their stomachs three wimes and then they will hurt and i call my mom at 4 in the morning but she always up anywayt that is good about my mom. i probably go tosleep now but if some person are there you can talk to me cuz i feel sad cuz i hurt and my ovary and tube id deas but i might still have babies and geo says the baby named snickerdodle. i think that funny. my room had a tv and a toliet and two old ladies saw me pee and one old lady put pad in my understapnd. geo gave me big fat panteis and they look dumb but imight take off but when i went to hspital i was bleeding but now im not beelding and maybe i willbe better but no ones knows but it is better than nothing right? i sorry my typing bad. i have five scars on my belly now, do you think geo will still ike my belly or think ugly?
